Happy New Years everyone :3 I'm going to start off by saying I feel so bad x.x because with school and such I still haven't tackled those requests ;_; and even though it's taking litterly forever.. I will do them ;_;

Oh a brighter note. I'm setting a few goals for myself this year.

1. I want to have an 85%+ average at the end of this school year (my senior year)
2. Fix my sewing machine so I can start making Cosplay costumes. :3
3. Do more art in general like my anime drawings, my boyfriend and I are going to start doing photomanipulations, and more modeling pictures.
4. Try to be more optimistic :3
5. Stop procrastinating so bad.
6. Stop letting things get to me so easily
7. And finally, be more honest :3

Again, happy New Years everyone! <3

Note: I was suposed to go out yesterday for a lot of work that people have requested, except I got home too late and I need to wait till next weekend. >.< Sorry everyone that has been waiting forever. I haven't forgotten about you, promise, and I do feel awful about it. I promise they will be the best that I can do though :3 <3

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Since school has started, a lot of things have been going well :3 I started modeling classes which are very fun and I've already learned a lot, I currently have an above 90 average which is very nice because I need to start applying for university soon.

Speaking of university, I am visiting Dalhousie University in Halifax, Nova Scotia with my dad. While I'm in Halifax, I get to register for it, and I get to see someone I haven't seen in two years I am VERY excited about that. I also get to go to this alternative clothing store called Fashionably Dead, and I plan to buy those crazy cybergoth-esque boots.

Work has been going good as well. I switched from being a Sales Associate to a cashier at Sport Chek, which I like a lot more. I'm very shy and I am not a big fan of going up to people and annoying them.

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Less about my life now xD I have some pictures to upload (not modeling pictures, YET) from Halifax and from a bonfire a few nights ago. I will be taking a lot of pictures when I go to Halifax friday, and I will upload the ones that look DeviantArt worthy I also need to wake up at 4:30 to be ready for 5:00 am friday to go to Hali, it's a 2 hour 30 minute drive from where I'm from.

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Anyway, thank you for reading this! I will have stuff up soon xD

My final year of high school starts tomorrow, and I am looking forward to it and not at the same time. I'm looking forward to these 13 years of school to finally be over, to attend all (at least most) of the grad events, fo rookie week, to spend time with my friends, to work hard in all my courses, and to get accepted into university.

I'm not looking forward to the chance of not getting accepted into univeristy, the pressure everyone puts on you, and the fact that most of my friends have already graduated. I am also worried that my part-time job will affect my grades.

Oh a brighter note, on September 21st, I will be taking modelling lessons for 16 weeks, every monday, from 7-9. (hopefully my parents remember to sign me up. . >.> It's quite pricy, but I believe it's worth it. I will be learning . . hair care and styling, posture, walk, visual poise, etiquette, social graces, runway procedures, fittings, skin care, makeup application, photo posing and preparation. I will also go through several photoshoots, and at the end I will have a decent portfolio and they will promote all the young girls that join this.

I'm hoping that after this, and once I'm 18, that I hope to do alternative modelling, for such brands like Lip Service, Plastik Wrap, Heavy Red, Fashionably Dead, and other clothing brands like that. I also plan on moving to Toronto for university, where it'd be easier for me to attend photoshoots.

Anyway, this is my long. . pre-school rant There will be a lot of modeling pictures of myself once these lessons start, I promise

Awh, I am sorry that I am very inactive currently. D: I've been very busy with a lot of things recently, and haven't had much time to work on requests from people and such. I haven't forgotten about anyone's requests I have 3 left to do and I am almost done one out of three.

Hello~* <3
I've gotten some notes asking if I do requests. I do If you have any kind of request, want me to do stocks or anything for you, either note me, comment to this, e-mail jessica.irving92@gmail.com, or ishliebedich69@hotmail.com (I have msn messenger for this account) and I'd be more than happy to do so. <3 I hope this clears up any questions